Now i wanna sleep !!!!!
all what i need is to sleep, but whenever i rest my head to my pillow dozens of thoughts jump up into it from no where..
in less than a month i got alot of responsablities that will keep me awake !!!
why is that ?
a year ago i was looking for a thing to keep my somehow busy but now i really am so busy so i have to delay some of my responsabilities or even sacrifice some i really like to do something
but i really dont want to act selfishly
i'm pretty sure u wont understand all what i mean
just all i wanted now is to write something or specifically anything
i just felt lonely so i needed to tell anybody anything
but anything that is away from my life i feel that i need a 7 days week end where i can think in nothing,
just to make my mind take a break but when will this week come ,
i think its far a way from now i have to manage alot of things before even thinking when will be that week.
i know that this post is not worthy reading, but as i told u i'm just trying to sleep.
so Good Night and sorry for wasting your time.